"Write to me, always
Even if it is little
Just don't stop"
Unknown Source.
in relationships, there’s always one that loves more than the other, that cares more about the details of the day of the other, that fixes the strand of loose hair of the other more often… that loves them more.
I have always been the one that loves more, but i have never felt the way i am feeling right now, i have never loved the way i love this person right now, and i’m scared that i’ll lose them because i care too much, or i love them too much, or i fix that strand of hair way often than i should. i don’t want to be too much, i want to be just “enough” for them, just what they need. We talk everyday through the phone, we text each other everyday, but i’m scared they’ll lose interest in me because i’m a routine, not something exciting. I’m scared that each time we’ll be on a phone call, their eyes won’t tingle because i’m saying something, their smile won’t appear when i’ll crack a joke. I’m just scared to lose them when i know that i can’t have that, that i can’t live without them, that they’ve become something that i need.
i love them so much, and i know that they don’t love me as much as i do. But that’s okay, as long as they stay in my life, i’m content, i’m happy.
wish i could say thank you to Malcom, cause he was an angel :(
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disclaimer - I don’t make most of my lockscreens; they come from Pinterest! if one of them happens to be yours, just message me and i will give you credit :)